I often found myself on a lonely highway, Soul picked me up and helped me balance a two way street.
I had to learn that Soul for me was not a pink Cadillac or any other type of coon cage.
Instead Soul was the sonic wave voyaging the black Atlantic that continuously blasted my consciousness throughout the years.
In the early years of my life, I heard the melodies of my people in the foreground and background.
Day after day, James Brown shocked my system by getting me on up out of the bed and on to the good foot.
There were surreal times when my soul soaked super mornings resembled “the face of an alarm clock that in each minute rings for sixty seconds.”
Soulful late nights repeated by homework illuminated moon lit thoughts such as “Chocolate doctor that doctored the document.”
Happy feelings were distant even if I am close to Maze.
Equations had got me going in circles, trying to figure out the radius of Soul.
Realizing the distance to any goal was a circle of struggle where times were good and bad.
Trying to stay together brought no pleasure facing inevitable pressure.
Perpetuating my perseverance by balancing the act in stormy weather.
In the rain I found myself often trying to find something that is meaningful on the inside.
The rain combined with strain caused pain in my eyes causing darkness to overflow.
Blind now with no alliances I had to figure out my self reliance.
Still I had trust in Soul, because it was always a guide, even when hope would subside, even if it was pulled away by the rising tide.
I was not sure if my faith would endure because distractions were going on everywhere.
Continuing to take footsteps in the dark being led by Soul that sparked the light in me.
Emerging from the caverns coated with crystals of nihilism I found sublime sunshine.
With new light I now had meaning which I could define.
Soul had brought me into the divine where from then on I was always on cloud nine.
From there my ears were like flowers where the song of the bee would pollinate anytime.
Oftentimes I had been stung by the song ending for a fleeting moment.
Like the tail of a comet that would become the new beginning for more pollination from one flower to the next song.
Even busy bees and playlists come to an eventual end that will be repeated.
Not defeated or conceded, rather energized, this high is temporary.
It seemingly lasts forever until I realize I am not in the garden, but in a concrete world of rhythmless commodities that contain no nectar.
Soul is always around as my protector.
Soul for me was my vector guiding me from my origin with direction and magnitude to destiny.
Soul acted like white blood cells taking out negativity in an experiment of immunochemistry.
My chemistry resides in muddy waters concealed somewhere between a double helix of The Stylistics and the double consciousness of The Delfonics and Isley Brothers.
The music of these groups are always on loop in my mind and adjacent to my spirit with Garvey’s ghost.
Soul sirens guide my life because their chorus compliments my spiritual compass. This kind of Soul has helped me navigate toward the rhizomes of Soul.
Baltimore Beat is running poems from participants in the group Writers in Baltimore Schools, which offers programming that builds skills in literacy and communication while creating a community of support for young writers.